Find money somewhere else...

I'm stuck in a stand still traffic in KL...it's Friday evening and i'm on my way to may class..yes, people for the past 12 months, i've been attending this course. I'm taking a Diploma in Learning Disorder Mgmt & Child psychology. The class starts at 7pm, and here i am still inside the car next to Dang Wangi LRT station, it's 7.30pm. What get to me was for the whole week the weather was hot, i meant Hotwith capital H...and Friday evening it thunderstorm in KL....why?why?why?. Very the mencabar one to go to class like this...and my exam is in 2 weeks time.
It's a good thing that i have my ipad with me...yes, ppl i have an ipad..it's only ipad one but i got one..a present from Amli..he got it free from Prudential for meeting his target for last year. A first he promised me an ipad 2 but he changed his mind after seeing the two..so here i am with the 1.. Better tahn nine right???
I have made up my mind..this year will be the final year I'm calling my self a white collar slave..after my final exam, my dream of becoming a stay at home mom will soon come true. Finally i have the courage to say this out loud and once you said it, you will do it. I had enough at work..things has gone from bad to worse and like Harrison Ford said in 'Regarding Harry', i had enough so i i said when. This is what happen to me and an advice from my ex boss- if u are not happy get out..u can find money elsewhere..which is kind of true..
Things are really bad this year..i guess i have no passion in my work anymore..my passion now is with my kids and my dream of opening a centre for special needs kids that intregated with normal kids. I'm hoping that this will materialised soon.
Amli is ok with me quitting my job, the big challenge is how to tell this to my parents??? Will they be dissapointed with me?? I really hope that they understand that this is not what i what to do with the rest of my life. The thing with my parents is that they are conservative..yo them ur happiness is secondary, what important is u are working..maybe i will tell them that i'll find money somewhere else....

Dusty...

My God..this blog is so dusty...

I left it out far too long. So many things has happened since the last time I visited this page. However, some things are unchanged. I'm still with the same company-different department tho. Had another baby..and this time it's a boy. So, now I have 3 girls and 2 boys.

I guess we can blame FB for the neglection of this blog. It's easier with FB when you can juat update ur status and will get immediate respond. Met some of my old friends even my ex via FB ;) and Amli is ok with this..well, he was not at first. He was quiet pissed off that my ex and I are friends in FB. Had a few unpleasant 'conversation' with him regarding this. But funny thing happened after that. Amli was still new with FB and he often asked me about FB. One day, he called me and said he had this friend request and he is not sure who she was. Somehow my gut told me that it was his xe..told him but he said no. I asked him to PM this person and asked her who is she, and true enough she was his EX..kah!kah!kah!..padan muka..marah kat I then his ex contacted him..he asked me what to do. Told him that it was Ok with me if he wants to be friends with her..heh..he married me right, buat apa lah nak jeles sgt unless Amli is Orlondo Bloom than that is a different story..;)

Life has been treating us good..we had few downs in fact there were times that things were so down that we find ourselves on the bottom of the rock..but we managed to pull everything up..now we can see the light at the end of the tunnel. And I found out when things are bad, the most important thing is you must trust and rely on each others. Never..never..never turn to somebody else..this might lead to another problem.

Then again, maybe for us is different because our problem was not entirely on our fault. It was someone else's fault. But now that's all in the past..I have forgive that person BUT I WILL NEVER FORGET WHAT HE DID TO OUR FAMILY!!! NEVER!!!

I'm now in the middle of my diploma..finally had the courage to take up part time class. I'm taking Diploma in Learning Management & Child Psychology. My aim for taking this is to have knowledge that can help Adriana. She has started school at Wangsa MAju Seksyen 2, in special class. Things are alhamdullilah...and hopefully I will have the time and the urge to update this blog... ;)