I like....

Did I tell you that I did not get the job?? Well, I did not get the job, they send me a letter to tell me that. And the funny thing is that I was not dissapointed at all. I read the letter and then well.... It really hit me that I did not feel sad that I did not get the job when I thought I did very well in the interview. It kindda bother me then it get me to think why I reacted that way.

I think it is because if I want to move on I want to do something else, something totally different from what I am doing now. If I were to do the same thing, I rather be here. I know the system, I know how to play the office politics here, I have a very nice colleagues who I can call friends. I like it here.

In my life, I do not have much friends as I like, I tend to lose friends as I moved on. I still keep in touch some of my friends from school but I do not call them close friends, I have few that I am close with but only few and I always believe that we should make more friends. I used to be very close to my colleagues from my previous company but with the work pressure and time limit, I did not keep in touch with them as often that I wanted to and over time, the friendships kind of slip away from me. I do not want that to happen with my friends over here, because I like them very much. We are not only close in the office but we are close outside from it too. They know my kids, and my kids know them too. I know their family, their dogs what the dogs like and dislike and I like that kind of friendships and if possible I want it to last and maybe that is why I am so glad that I did not get that job. I like it here...........